Monday, June 11, 2007

this is me, disconnected

One weekday evening, definitely not unlike any other weekday evening you've ever had, it was decreed that the life of an unassuming kid be sliced cleanly in two. No warning. No apologies. A computer in the night hummed and burped an irritated beep. The LAN card shortly followed.

This kid, he wasn't much of a complainer though, and for two weeks he shuffled along in his worn-out knickers living out a sort-of half-life. Temporary atoms and energy, emotions and memory, strewn together by a seemingly aleatory plea to carry... on. He had no days, only cycles of comedies he was compelled to (and could only) watch: his office monitor one moment, the empty bed on the next. Who knew being so efficient meant being so lonely too?

Respite. The keys feel good beneath my fingers. She, May, my reinstated, rehabilitated CPU, hums an agreeable tune to the click-clack of thoughts on the keyboard. She sends out this message of mine to my other half.

You, the piece that completes me, where have you been? I have missed you. Terribly so.

14 comments:

  1. bjhernandez said: haha.. i've been there.. hehehe.. hirap.
    onga eh, nawala yung net, nawala yung social life. hahahaha. namihasa kasi sa chikka.

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  2. nintendork said: kaya pala ang tagal mong nawala hehe
    and it's good to be back, with a shiny new pc, too ^_^

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  3. haha.. i've been there.. hehehe.. hirap.

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  4. kaya pala ang tagal mong nawala hehe

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  5. eeewi said: ako ba un dani? namis mo ko? haha bobo. hi dani i mis u....>:D<
    haha, with every other beat of my lonely heart. it can't decide whether to miss you or worry about you just yet.

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  6. bilybilybily said: dani -i-
    right back at you -i-

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  7. ako ba un dani? namis mo ko? haha bobo. hi dani i mis u....>:D<!--

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  8. gelangenie said: haha, with every other beat of my lonely heart. it can't decide whether to miss you or worry about you just yet.
    bakit naman worry about me? ok naman ako dto dani ah..

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  9. hehe, can't help it. nahawaan na siguro ako ni mike. basta mag-ingat ka lang. kundi, lagot ka sakin. hmph.

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  10. woah, sure hope im not the mike you're talkin bout. =p

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  11. gelangenie said: hehe, can't help it. nahawaan na siguro ako ni mike. basta mag-ingat ka lang. kundi, lagot ka sakin. hmph.
    yes, dad. haha. safety is key. hahaha ewan.

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  12. fapri said: woah, sure hope im not the mike you're talkin bout. =p
    =P

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  13. eeewi said: yes, dad. haha. safety is key. hahaha ewan.
    yun, haha.

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