if i played golf, i'd suck

yeah, coz my follow-through sux.

and that's what worries me now, what gnaws at my college-education confidence and sets the butterflies in my tummy amok.

sure, we do our best and hope for that best. I just can't help but wonder if things are going too smoothly. Lately, things have started falling into place again like a video of a vase breaking, run backwards. I'm fucking scared I'd mess things up!

i still got hope though, and a handful of faith to get me through this week and find the resolution for the garble of stuff. Just gotta breathe in, breathe out and relax.

this is a beginning. Just gotta stick with it, follow-through and let the optimism flow.